Wednesday, July 23, 2003

Time is flying by

I am sad, one by one my friends are heading home and returning to their respective countries. It has not really hit me yet that in September I will not be able to just ride over to their houses and visit them. It feels like everyone is just going on summer vacation or something, not like they are leaving Japan for good.

You go through so much here together and your friends are the ones that make sure you do not go completely bonkers on those really bad days in Japan. Trust me, there are many of them.

Oh, I am sad that everyone is leaving and that I have to leave too.

My kiddies...as awful as some of them were in class, they never listened and never did any work....but yet I know that I will miss them a lot. They are my kids and I love some of them to death. They are what has made my time in Japan memorable.


There was a point last September when I thought my contract would never and I could not leave fast enough. I had just returned from Canada and thought that I could not possibly endure another year of being in Japan. I was homesick as soon as I stepped off the plane and really did not want to be in Japan. Well, that was 10 months ago and now I cannot believe that I will be leaving in a little more than a week. In a complete reversal of feelings, I have pangs of homesickness for Japan when I think about leaving.

The 2 years have gone by in a blink of an eye and I am having a hard time with packing and leaving. It has been a great adventure. For the first time I was living entirley on my own in a foreign country not speaking the language. I figure if I can survive Japan I can probably take on many things. Heck, I taught almost 900 hormonal teenagers in 2 years. That says something about learning to cope and survive....

Anyways, just a reflective mood I am in..............

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