Smart Enough.....

I knew grad school would be tough but I didn't really think about what it would do to my self esteem. This week I started to question whether I am smart enough to do this. I guess this self doubt stems from my struggle with trying to understand Biostatistics and feeling mowed over by the formulas and numbers. I cannot believe the amount of work this course requires. I am only taking 2 courses but between work and trying to maintain balance in my life, I am pretty exhausted.

I know that this will all be worthwhile in the end. I know I can do this, just need to focus and I will get through it. Gosh darnit, I am smart and people like me.....