Bipolar??

I know that last week, amidsts the two midterm studying and the biostats assignment I was doubting myself and was wondering if I was smart enough to be in gradschool. I still on occasion doubt my "worthiness" to be doing my masters but I this week, post midterm craze, I am feeling like I belong. This Masters in Population and Public Health is what I am suppose to be doing. I like the people in the program and I am amazed at how diverse they are. Just talking to them makes me excited about what I will be able to do once I get through this. I am sure that I will have my up and down days once again, surely in about 9 days when I have my next set of midterms but for the time being...I belong....I belong....

It has been a while since I have felt like I have purpose in my life and am feeling truly passionate about school again. My brain does like the stimulation although, it would rather not have to think about statistics, probability and two tailed t-tests.....

Plus, I aced one of my midterms, although it was probably one of the most easiest tests that I have ever written....15 multiple choice with over half of them true false....gotta love Michel and Epidemiology